3 1/2 Months Left

School has been so terribly demanding, In fact I can't write much here because I need to go practice.. Night in Tunisia, Eternal Triangle and This Song is You. But I just wanted to write that I'm enjoying the hell out of this hell of a 3rd year. I'm learning so much and I'm finding a new freedom with music, where the oppression of thinking of technique is starting to give way to an ease and trust. Hard earned from these  years, I'm starting to be able to enjoy more and more the moments of making music I share with other. I'm able to express my emotions more and be afraid less of what's coming next, knowing I can handle it.

Up tempos still kick my ass. Charlie Parker themes still kick my ass. Many things do, but I like. I love it. Nothing in the world like tackling a song, making her your own, living through her notes, and then... moving on to the next. I'm so happy to know that taking music apart, breaking her down and analyzing with my logic has not made me loose one ounce of passion for her. The more I know of her, the more i love music.

Now I just need to find a guy I can say the same about:)